NEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT I SAY.
“…I shouldn’t… have eaten so quickly..”
“Ukitake-taichou, you better eat all of that food you have there. Your health is very important to all of us and I do not want to see thirteen’s division captain in my division because he didn’t eat enough food.”
He sighs, forcing himself to eat. Already at a very light weight for his age, he didn’t want to make this woman angrier than she already was. “..mmhm..” He muttered while chewing.
“…” He sighs, picking up a plate of food, forcing himself to eat.
Twin has more right than anyone to judge his own. To wallow in self pity and let himself die with such selfish actions is hardly any way to behave. Depressed or not, we face everything with a smile no matter how much it hurts. We don’t break, we bend more than anyone else could ever bend. The reason we can bend so far without snapping or splintering is because there are hands of people who love us more than we do ourselves that are holding you up and have been since the start.
Shoving them away, and allowing yourself to die by starvation or suicide is never going to be the answer. They only hold you because they want to, not because we ask.There are people, many of them, who are crying out and lashing to make you eat because they want you here. If that isn’t enough reason to live, then you’re more selfish than anyone else in this world, and definitely not my twin.
“C-Captain please—!” Tears fell down the petite’s face. She gained more worried about him. “You need to keep up your strength. I understand that you aren’t hunger—- but you have to.. ” She looked up at him, her chocolate orbs shinned a bit. “P-Please? Y-You don’t want to..”She stopped her sentence.
He refused to speak. “Hinamori.. please go.” He muttered. Ukitake refused to answer anything, glancing down to his hands. “I’m very tired.”
“I still refuse.”
Staring at the other Ukitake rather disapprovingly. Giving up on his own life? Someone surely isn’t himself. Tut. Tut.
Twin doesn’t have the right to judge. <—depressed Uki is depressed.